I feel kinda happy. I discover that you were not leaving or disappearing. It is like you are here, there and everywhere. Just in the air. You taught ….

I cried, for happiness, for sadness, but most of all, for emptiness..

No more running away from something or someone or myself..

I hate fishes, they all look so miserable. 3 seconds later they will forget. And then I envy them..

I am a dumb piece of meat and I rot everyday my flesh gives a rotting smell and people say it's the smell of life and they come to me and watch me ro….

I already accepted that I relate to nothing. The more I gain, the more lonely it is I know I'm like a ghost..

I need to learn how to stop destroying myself, stop being hard on myself and be nice to myself. I need to keep telling myself that I need to keep wan….

I wonder whats wrong with me. Sometimes I just keep wanting to go deeper and deeper into the world of self destruction. Like as if I want to see myse….

I'm lonely. What kind of loneliness? Every kind. I feel disconnected. Abandoned. As always. Repetition. So what, my love? So what? At first, I just w….

I usually want to die or do nothing..