I suddenly began to realize that to become an entrepreneur in the marijuana business would make me fairly well off. And I also liked the lifestyle, m….

I felt that there was nothing wrong with what I was doing because I was supplying a product to people that wanted it and it was accepted. I mean nobo….

May the wind always be at your back and the sun upon your face, and the winds of destiny carry you aloft to dance with the stars..

After a while, the cocaine - I didn't have any friends. I was just alone and I didn't even like myself..

Smoking marijuana - or most everybody who smokes marijuana deals it in small amounts to their friends, innocently enough. I think it's innocently eno….

All I can say is that my ambition far exceeded my talent..

Life's a rodeo and all you have to do is stay in the saddle..

I was the kid who would take the car out at night when he was 16 and see if he can redline it. And then there's the kid who will be careful of it bec….

If somebody had come to me and said will you move heroin, I would have told them no..

Sometimes you're flush and sometimes you're bust, and when you're up, it's never as good as it seems, and when you're down, you never think you'll be….

Danbury wasn't a prison, it was a crime school. I went in with a Bachelor of marijuana, came out with a Doctorate of cocaine..

I thought cocaine was a fantastic drug. A wonder drug, like everybody else. It gave you [an] energy burst. You could stay awake for days on end, and ….

Basically I was no different than a rock star or a movie star. I was a coke star..

The war on drugs was an ideology the government came up with, and there never really was a war on drugs. I mean, to stop the importation of drugs int….

So in the end, was it worth it? Jesus Christ. How irreparably changed my life has become. It's always the last day of summer and I've been left out i….

That's a terrible price to pay because you loved life so much, with the intensity of a thousand suns, and the women and all of it - and then it's all….

I thought heroin was evil and morally, myself, I thought that pot was okay. That it wasn't a bad thing and so therefore thought I wasn't doing a bad ….

The official toxicity limit for humans is between one and one and half grams of cocaine depending on body weight. I was averaging five grams a day, m….

Life passes most people by while they're making grand plans for it..

People don't grow up to become thrill junkies - they're born like that..

I hope there's a life after life - and maybe I can even come back again and get on another train, and ride and gain some more wisdom..