How strange it is to be anything at all..

I think the songs I was writing after Aeroplane were full of a lot of undealt-with pain that was just a little too big... the issues seemed too large….

I realized that even though I believe with my whole heart in the power of music... it didn't provide any solid answers on how to heal myself and heal….

When I tried to grasp at either what I love or what I hate, I destroyed the very ability of being able to really penetrate the essence of either. By ….