Searching for a better description of this rotting sadness, I came upon the concept of acedia. In Christian theology, it’s an antecedent to sloth, th….

Not everything that nearly kills you makes you stronger. Sometimes it just makes you hate yourself for being so easily wounded yet unable to die..

I got better the way everyone gets better: by trial and error and error and error, by fumbling around and making mistakes but not giving up and worki….

Acedia is sorrow so complete that the flesh pervails completely over the spirit. You don't just turn your back on the world, you turn your back on Go….

Ocean is my potion, I need vitamin sea..