I finally learned that doing what I want isn't love. I don't want to hurt him again by acting childish..

Every morning I look in the mirror and make a promise to myself. To stop acting like this today. That Mi Soo is a good friend. That John only loves m….

You have to drink when it's hard dealing with things when you're sober..

I wouldn't care if he lost both his legs and was in a wheelchair. But it he's having a hard time...Then I won't see him..