The amount of painkillers I was given. Every time I had a pain in my leg I got used to numbing it out..

The drugs were the most important thing to me..

I think it backfired. It wasn't what I expected, it was difficult. I didn't expect them to throw somany mind games into it. I didn't expect to be so ….

I had a lot of friends that were extremely hedonistic, extremely debauched, swapping partners etc..

I went on Love Island thinking I was quite headstrong but it turned out I was quite emotional..