Emptiness and boredom: what an understatement. What I felt was complete desolation. Desolation, despair, and depression. Isn't there some other way t….

My chronic feelings of emptiness and boredom came from the fact that I was living a life based on my incapacities, which were numerous..

A thought is a hard thing to control..

I was trying to explain my situation to myself. My situation was that I was in pain and nobody knew it, even I had trouble knowing it. So I told myse….