I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. You hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside.
Susanna KaysenRead
Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
Interpretation
What this quote means
This quote reflects on the complexities of perception and reality, questioning what is real and what is merely a fleeting thought or feeling.
In this quote, Susanna Kaysen explores the blurring line between dreams and reality, highlighting moments of confusion that can arise in one's life. The reference to various states of feeling, including confusion, sadness, and interruption, serves to indicate the fragmented nature of human experiences, especially during tumultuous times like the 1960s. This prompts a deeper consideration of identity and societal expectations, inviting the reader to reflect on their own journeys and the moments that interrupt their lives.
Themes
DreamsRealityIdentityConfusionExistence
In practice
Example use cases
In a reflective discussion about mental health during a seminar.
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