After the film it was raining, a light steady rain. Ruthless neon on the wet streets like busted candy.
Through this feeling of helplessness suddenly burst a piercing nostalgia for the lost world of childhood. The way it came right up against the heart, that world, and against the face. No indoors or outdoors, only everything touching us, and the grown-ups lumbering past overhead like constellations.
Interpretation
What this quote means
The quote reflects on the profound nostalgia for childhood, highlighting feelings of helplessness and connection with the world.
Denis Johnson captures the essence of childhood nostalgia, illustrating how moments of helplessness can evoke a deep longing for the simplicity and purity of a lost world. In this world, experiences are intimately felt, and the presence of adults symbolizes a disconnection from the innocence of youth. The imagery of grown-ups as constellations emphasizes the contrasting perspectives of childhood and adulthood, where everything feels alive and connected yet far removed from the responsibilities of grown life.
Themes
In practice
Example use cases
In a speech about personal growth, you might say: 'As I reflect on my journey, I often feel a nostalgia for the carefree days of childhood, reminding me to cherish each moment.'
More from Denis Johnson
All quotes →This wasn't the sea of the inexorable horizon and smashing waves, not the sea of distance and violence, but the sea of the etenally leveling patience and wetness of water. Whether it comes to you in a storm or in a cup, it owns you--we are more water than dust. It is our origin and our destination.
If you write fiction, you're by yourself. There are certain advantages to that in that you don't have to explain anything to anybody. But when you get in with others who share the loneliness of the whole enterprise, you're not lonely anymore.
Before this moment I'd lived as a mind. Body, heart, soul, intellect, so we care ourselves into parts. But the whole of us, what can it be?
The traveling salesmen fed me pills that made the lining of my veins feel scraped out, my jaw ached... I knew every raindrop by its name, I sensed everything before it happened. Like I knew a certain oldsmobile would stop even before it slowed, and by the sweet voices of the family inside, I knew we'd have an accident in the rain. I didn't care. They said they'd take me all the way.
I feel very privileged to hear how somebody used to run around stickin' people up and stealing cars, and now they're gettin' their life back together... I just love the stories. The stories of the fallen world, they excite us. That's the interesting stuff.
Similar quotes
Hearing Mass is the ceremony I most favor during my travels. Church is the only place where someone speaks to me and I do not have to answer back.
God has not bowed to our nervous haste nor embraced the methods of our machine age. The man who would know God must give time to Him.
In a sense, a cyborg has no origin story in the Western sense – a ‘final’ irony since the cyborg is also the awful apocalyptic telos of the ‘West’s’ escalating dominations of abstract individuation, an ultimate self untied at last from all dependency, a man in space.
People, human beings with all their creative diversity, are the makers of history.
Some writers have so confounded society with government, as to leave little or no distinction between them; whereas they are not only different, but have different origins ... Society is in every state a blessing, but Government, even in its best state, is but a necessary evil; in its worst state, an intolerable one.
Words are not that important when you recognize intentions.