But the fevers are on me now, the virus mad to ravage my last fifty T cells. It's hard to keep the memory at full dazzle, with so much loss to mock it. Roger gone, Craig gone, Cesar gone, Stevie gone. And this feeling that I'm the last one left, in a world where only the ghosts still laugh. But at least they're the ghosts of full-grown men, proof that all of us got that far, free of the traps and the lies. And from that moment on the brink of summer's end, no one would ever tell me again that men like me couldn't love.
Go without hate, but not without rage. Heal the world. - Paul Monette
Go without hate, but not without rage. Heal the world.
- Paul Monette
Self pity becomes your oxygen. But you learned to breathe it without a gasp. So, nobody even notices you're hurting. - Paul Monette
Self pity becomes your oxygen. But you learned to breathe it without a gasp. So, nobody even notices you're hurting.
As an artist, you reach for the pen that's full of blood. - Paul Monette
As an artist, you reach for the pen that's full of blood.
We queers of Revelation hill...died of the greed of power, because we were expendable. If you mean to visit any of us, it had better be to make you s… - Paul Monette
We queers of Revelation hill...died of the greed of power, because we were expendable. If you mean to visit any of us, it had better be to make you s…
The struggle for true openness and intimacy is a lifelong struggle for all of us, gay and straight alike. And besides, a difficult life brings you to… - Paul Monette
The struggle for true openness and intimacy is a lifelong struggle for all of us, gay and straight alike. And besides, a difficult life brings you to…
When you finally come out, there's a pain that stops, and you know it will never hurt like that again, no matter how much you lose or how bad you die. - Paul Monette
When you finally come out, there's a pain that stops, and you know it will never hurt like that again, no matter how much you lose or how bad you die.
Don't let anyone tell you that the truth can't disappear. If I believe in anything, rather than God, is that I am part of something that goes all the… - Paul Monette
Don't let anyone tell you that the truth can't disappear. If I believe in anything, rather than God, is that I am part of something that goes all the…
The problem with secret crushes: in the absence of requital the love turns bitter. - Paul Monette
The problem with secret crushes: in the absence of requital the love turns bitter.
But the fevers are on me now, the virus mad to ravage my last fifty T cells. It's hard to keep the memory at full dazzle, with so much loss to mock i… - Paul Monette
But the fevers are on me now, the virus mad to ravage my last fifty T cells. It's hard to keep the memory at full dazzle, with so much loss to mock i…
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