It's been months since I last wrote. I've lived in a state of mental slumber, leading the life of someone else. I've felt, very often, a vicarious happiness. I haven't existed. I've been someone else. I've lived without thinking.
Fernando PessoaRead
I have at this moment so many fundamental thoughts, so many truly metaphysical things to say, that I suddenly get tired and decide not to write any more, not to think any more, but to allow the fever of speaking to make me sleepy, and with my eyes closed, like a cat, I play with everything I could have said.
Interpretation
The quote reflects the overwhelming nature of profound thoughts and the desire for rest over expression.
In this quote, Fernando Pessoa conveys the struggle of grappling with deep, fundamental thoughts that can be exhausting. Instead of articulating these complex ideas, he chooses to embrace relaxation and let his mind rest, akin to a cat playing with unexpressed thoughts, highlighting the tension between intellectual pursuit and the need for repose.
In practice
During a philosophical discussion on the nature of existence, this quote can illustrate the importance of mental restation.
It's been months since I last wrote. I've lived in a state of mental slumber, leading the life of someone else. I've felt, very often, a vicarious happiness. I haven't existed. I've been someone else. I've lived without thinking.
We all have two lives: The true, the one we dreamed of in childhood And go on dreaming of as adults in a substratum of mist; the false, the one we love when we live with others, the practical, the useful, the one we end up by being put in a coffin.
I'm a man for whom the outside world is an inner Reality.
My dreams are a stupid refuge, like an umbrella against a thunderbolt.
The chill of what I won't feel gnaws at my present heart.
Friends: not one. Just a few acquaintances who imagine they feel something for me and who might be sorry if a train ran over me and the funeral was on a rainy day.
In adapting to life in the melting pot of America, I discovered that the same soft power of science has a huge influence in building bridges between cultures and religions - and has the potential to do so with the Muslim world.
I have made a ceaseless effort not to ridicule, not to bewail, not to scorn human actions, but to understand them.
Darkness always had its part to play. Without it, how would we know when we walked in the light? It’s only when its ambitions become too grandiose that it must be opposed, disciplined, sometimes—if necessary—brought down for a time. Then it will rise again, as it must.
It is a hard matter, my fellow citizens, to argue with the belly, since it has no ears.
It is always the false that makes you suffer, the false desires and fears, the false values and ideas, the false relationships between people. Abandon the false and you are free of pain; truth makes happy, truth liberates.
Between ourselves and our real natures we interpose that wax figure of idealizations and selections which we call our character.
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