Watching him during the first several minutes of his delivery, Cecilia felt a pleasant sinking sensation in her stomach as she contemplated how deliciously self-destructive it would be, almost erotic, to be married to a man so nearly handsome, so hugely rich, so unfathomably stupid. He would fill her with his big-faced children, all of them loud, boneheaded boys with a passion for guns and football and aeroplanes.
How can a novelist achieve atonement when, with her absolute power of deciding outcomes, she is also God? There is no one, no entity or higher form that she can appeal to, or be reconciled with, or that can forgive her. There is nothing outside her. In her imagination she has set the limits and the terms. No atonement for God, or novelists, even if they are atheists. It was always an impossible task, and that was precisely the point. The attempt was all.
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What this quote means
The quote explores the struggle of a novelist, likening their creative power to that of God, highlighting the impossibility of seeking atonement or forgiveness in a self-contained world of imagination.
In this quote, Ian McEwan presents a thought-provoking reflection on the nature of a novelist's power and responsibility. By suggesting that a novelist possesses absolute control over their characters and narratives, akin to that of a deity, he underscores the complexity and solitude of this role. The novelist, unbound by external moral frameworks or divine entities, faces a profound challenge in seeking atonement for their creative decisions. This highlights the notion that the effort to reconcile one's actions within the confines of their imagination is inherently fraught with difficulty, if not impossible. Ultimately, McEwan posits that the act of striving for atonement itself is what bears significance, rather than the attainment of actual forgiveness.
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During a literature class discussing themes of power and morality in storytelling.
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