I shall no longer be instructed by the Yoga Veda or the Aharva Veda, or the ascetics, or any other doctrine whatsoever. I shall learn from myself, be a pupil of myself; I shall get to know myself, the mystery of Siddhartha." He looked around as if he were seeing the world for the first time.
My real self wanders elsewhere, far away, wanders on and on invisibly and has nothing to do with my life.
Interpretation
What this quote means
This quote expresses the idea that one's true identity may be disconnected from their external life or circumstances.
Hermann Hesse's quote reflects a profound introspection about the nature of the self and identity. It suggests that while a person may appear to live a certain life on the outside, their true essence or 'real self' may be yearning for something beyond the mundane realities of everyday existence. This disconnection highlights the human experience of feeling out of place or unfulfilled in one's current situation, resonating with the desire for deeper meaning and connection.
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In practice
Example use cases
Using this quote in a philosophical discussion about the nature of identity.
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