What is important is the moment of opening a life and feeling it touch--with an electric hiss and cry--this speckled mineral sphere, our present world.
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I am sorry I ran from you. I am still running, running from that knowledge, that eye, that love from which there is no refuge. For you meant only love, and love, and I felt only fear, and pain. So once in Israel love came to us incarnate, stood in the doorway between two worlds, and we were all afraid.
Interpretation
What this quote means
The quote expresses fear and pain in the face of profound love and connection.
Annie Dillard reflects on the deep emotional struggle of encountering true love, portraying it as something terrifying yet powerful. The reference to running signifies a desire to escape from overwhelming feelings, but ultimately, it reveals the complexity of human emotions where love can bring both joy and fear.
Themes
LoveFearPainKnowledgeConnection
In practice
Example use cases
During a discussion on emotional vulnerability, this quote can illustrate the fear that accompanies deep love.
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