I’m really cracking. No, I’m beyond cracking. I’m shattered. I’m lost. I’m fragmented.

- Beatrice Sparks

I wouldn't intentionally hurt anyone in this whole world. I wouldn't hurt them physically or emotionally, how then can people so consistently do it t…

- Beatrice Sparks

They don’t think “I care,” “I hurt,” or “I have feelings.” It just seems like I’m always “wrong,” always “selfish,” always “self-centered” and everyt…

- Beatrice Sparks

I'm afraid to live and afraid to die.

- Beatrice Sparks

How is it possible for me to be so miserable and embarrassed and humiliated and beaten an function still talk and smile and concentrate?

- Beatrice Sparks

I would like to stay stoned all the time, it scares me it’s so good. I would like to stay stoned every minute of every day for the rest of my life.

- Beatrice Sparks

Alone. The saddest word in the world.

- Beatrice Sparks

Why is life so difficult? Why can't we be just ourselves and have everyone accept us the way we are?

- Beatrice Sparks

My biggest mistake: not wanting to help myself into thinking I am happy, that change would come about without really trying to change, or wanting to …

- Beatrice Sparks