Between the uprightness of my conscience and the hardness of my lot, I know not how either to show respect to my feelings or to the times. The bitterness of my mind urges me at all hazards to speak what I think, whereas the necessity of the times prompts me, however unbecomingly, to keep silence. Good God! Which way shall I turn myself?
Interpretation
This quote expresses the inner conflict between personal conscience and societal obligations.
Thomas Becket reflects on the struggle between staying true to one's own beliefs and emotions versus conforming to the expectations of society. He is torn between the bitterness of his thoughts that compel him to voice his opinions and the pressures of his circumstances that compel him to remain silent, highlighting the difficult choices one faces in life when personal integrity and social responsibilities collide.
In practice
In a speech on moral integrity, one might quote Becket to illustrate the pressures faced when speaking one's mind.
It is important that the Church of London, which has now lost its ruler, should receive for its new bishop a man whose personal merit, attainments in learning, and prudence in managing public business shall not be unworthy of the dignity of that see.
I am ready to die for my Lord, that in my blood the Church may obtain liberty and peace.
The more I loved the king, the more I opposed his injustice until his brow fell lowering upon me. He heaped calumny after calumny on my head, and I chose to be driven out rather than to subscribe.
Could I anticipate the enmity of those for whom I encountered such opposition? If they had been willing, I should have gained the victory. But the head faints when it is abandoned by the other members. If they had been wise they would have seen that in attacking me they were attacking their own privileges and serving princes to their own servitude.
Whosoever wisely examines the works of God will speedily discover what is next to be done.
The rashness of the persecutor hath overspread the rights of the persecuted so that punishment is awarded to him that has gained the victory, the inglorious triumphs, and the man who deserved bonds has carried off the prize.
Life is a series of problems. Do we want to moan about them or solve them?
You cannot step into the same river twice.
Church practice has been more influenced by Plato than by Jesus. We invariably prefer the universal synthesis, the answer that settles all the dust and resolves every question even when it is not entirely true over the mercy and grace of God.
The meaning of good and bad, of better and worse, is simply helping or hurting.
Solitude is painful when one is young, but delightful when one is more mature.
I detect more good than evil in humanity._x000D_ _x000D_ Love lights more fires than hate extinguishes,_x000D_ _x000D_ And men grow better as the world grows old.
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