I can never drive my car over a bridge without thinking of suicide. I can never look at a lake or an ocean without thinking of suicide.
The apartment was built at the edge of a high cliff so that when you looked out the back window it seemed as if you were twelve floors up instead of four. It was very much like living on the edge of the world - a last resting place before the final big drop.
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What this quote means
This quote reflects on the perspective of height and existence, emphasizing both the beauty and danger of life.
In this quote, Charles Bukowski evokes a vivid image of living on the edge, both literally and metaphorically. The description of an apartment on a cliff serves as a powerful metaphor for life itself, where the heights represent aspirations, beauty, and the thrill of living, while the drop signifies the inevitable end we all face. It suggests a duality in existence, highlighting how one's perspective can transform ordinary experiences into extraordinary ones, emphasizing the fleeting nature of life.
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Example use cases
In a motivational speech about taking risks, one might reference this quote to illustrate the beauty of living boldly.
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