It is tempting to think of this form of insomnia, the inability to fall asleep, as a disease of agency and control: the inability to relinquish high self-reflexive consciousness for the vulnerable, ignorant regions of slumber in which we know not what we do.
Interpretation
The quote reflects on the struggle between conscious awareness and the unconscious state during sleep.
Siri Hustvedt's quote delves into the nature of insomnia as not merely a physical ailment, but rather a complex interplay of consciousness and control. It suggests that the difficulty in falling asleep can stem from an overwhelming self-awareness that prevents individuals from surrendering to the unconscious realm of sleep, highlighting the profound relationship between our waking thoughts and our ability to rest.
In practice
In a discussion about mental health, you could reference this quote to illustrate the psychological aspects of insomnia.
Perception plays a vital role in the diagnosis of bipolar illness. Symptoms are perceived through the categories of psychiatric medicine at a given moment in history, categories which are continually shifting and being named or renamed.
Our memory fragments don't have any coherence until they're imagined in words. Time is a property of language, of syntax, and tense.
All human states are organic brain states - happiness, sadness, fear, lust, dreaming, doing math problems and writing novels - and our brains are not static.
I don't want the words to be naked the way they are in faxes or in the computer. I want them to be covered by an envelope that you have to rip open in order to get at. I want there to be a waiting time -a pause between the writing and the reading. I want us to be careful about what we say to each other. I want the miles between us to be real and long. This will be our law -that we write our dailiness and our suffering very, very carefully.
under our love making I felt a bleakness that couldnt be dispelled. The sadness was in both of us, and I think we pitied ourselves that night, as if we were other people looking down on the couple who lay together on the bed
People who grow up with two or more languages understand that each can express certain aspects of reality better than the other.
From another direction he felt the sensation of being a sheep startled by a flying saucer, but it was virtually indistinguishable from the feeling of being a sheep startled by anything else it ever encountered, for they were creatures who learned very little on their journey through life, and would be startled to see the sun rising in the morning, and astonished by all the green stuff in the fields.
Take what you can yourself, and don't let others get you into their hands; to belong to oneself, that is the whole thing in life.
And I have the others in me. Even when Iβm far away from them, I am forced to live with them. Even when Iβm all alone, crowds surround me. I have no place to flee to, unless I were to flee from myself.
Our bodies and minds evolved and were adapted for hundreds of thousands of years for tasks like climbing a tree and picking apples, or hunting rabbits, or looking for mushrooms in the forest. They were not adapted to the very gruelling work that is involved in field work - ploughing, harvesting, bringing water, digging weeds - things like that.
The Contessa was surely way ahead of her time, too, in believing that men were not only usless and idiotic, but downright dangerous. That idea wouldn't catch on big in her native country until the last three years of the Vietnam War.
We never look at just one thing; we are always looking at the relation between things and ourselves.
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