I can never drive my car over a bridge without thinking of suicide. I can never look at a lake or an ocean without thinking of suicide.
I suppose like others I have come through fire and sword, love gone wrong, head-on crashes, drunk at sea, and I have listened to the simple sound of water running in tubs and wished to drown
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What this quote means
This quote reflects the struggles and conflicting experiences of life, juxtaposing turmoil with a yearning for peace.
In this quote, Charles Bukowski captures the essence of human experience through vivid imagery of suffering and resilience. He evokes the highs and lows of life, marked by hardship and love's disappointments, while contrasting these tumultuous events with a longing for tranquility and solace found in the simplicity of nature, represented by the sound of running water. Ultimately, it encapsulates the complexity of living and the simultaneous pursuit of peace amidst chaos.
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This quote can be shared during a reflective session on overcoming personal challenges.
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