After the film it was raining, a light steady rain. Ruthless neon on the wet streets like busted candy.
There were many moments in the Vine like that one--where you might think today was yesterday, and yesterday was tomorrow, and so on. Because we all believed we were tragic, and we drank. We had that helpless, destined feeling. We would die with handcuffs on. We would be put a stop to, and it wouldn't be our fault. So we imagined. And yet we were always being found innocent for ridiculous reasons.
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What this quote means
The quote reflects on the confusion and tragedy of life, illustrating how people cope with their struggles through imagination and shared experiences.
In this quote, Denis Johnson captures the essence of a collective experience marked by confusion and a sense of helplessness. He portrays moments where the past, present, and future blend together, highlighting the tragic situations people often find themselves in. The feeling of being constrained and destined, as if life is beyond one's control, is contrasted with moments of unexpected innocence and relief, suggesting that despite life's hardships, there is an underlying hope and absurdity in the human experience.
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In a discussion about coping mechanisms during difficult times, this quote can effectively illustrate the shared experiences of struggle.
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Through this feeling of helplessness suddenly burst a piercing nostalgia for the lost world of childhood. The way it came right up against the heart, that world, and against the face. No indoors or outdoors, only everything touching us, and the grown-ups lumbering past overhead like constellations.
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Many people die at twenty five and aren't buried until they are seventy five.