I want to spend my time with people who don't look to be respected. But such good people won't want to spend their time with me.
I soon came to understand that drink, tobacco and prostitutes were all great means if dissipating (even for a few moments) my dread for human beings. I came even to feel that if I had to sell every last possession to obtain these means of escape, it would be well worth it.
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What this quote means
The quote reflects on the use of vices as temporary escapes from the anxieties of human existence.
In this quote, Osamu Dazai expresses a profound sense of alienation and dread towards human beings, suggesting that he turns to substances and experiences commonly seen as vices—such as alcohol, tobacco, and company of prostitutes—as a means to mitigate his feelings of anxiety and despair. The intensity of his willingness to sacrifice everything for these temporary escapes highlights a deep struggle with the burdens of human connection and existence, illustrating the lengths to which one might go to alleviate emotional suffering.
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Example use cases
This quote could be used in a discussion about coping mechanisms during a psychology seminar.
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