I can never drive my car over a bridge without thinking of suicide. I can never look at a lake or an ocean without thinking of suicide.
I knew I was strong, and maybe like they said, "crazy." But I had this feeling inside of me that something real was there.
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What this quote means
The quote speaks to the inner strength and belief in oneself despite being perceived as unconventional or 'crazy'. It emphasizes the presence of a deeper truth within.
In this quote, Charles Bukowski reflects on his self-awareness and conviction in his own strength and uniqueness. He acknowledges that others may label him as 'crazy', yet he feels an undeniable truth and authenticity within himself. This inner belief fuels his courage to embrace his individuality, suggesting that true strength often comes from recognizing and valuing one's inner experiences, even in the face of societal doubts.
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This quote can be shared in a motivational speech to encourage self-acceptance.
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