I can only note that the past is beautiful because one never realises an emotion at the time. It expands later, and thus we don't have complete emotions about the present, only about the past.
I have a feeling I shall go mad. I cannot go on longer in these terrible times. I shan't recover this time. I hear voices and cannot concentrate on my work. I have fought against it but cannot fight any longer.
Interpretation
What this quote means
This quote expresses deep feelings of despair and the struggle with mental illness.
Virginia Woolf's quote encapsulates the pain and torment experienced during times of mental distress. It reflects her sense of hopelessness and the overwhelming nature of her condition, indicating a battle against internal chaos that feels insurmountable. The imagery of hearing voices and an inability to focus underscores the debilitating effects of mental illness, where the individual feels lost in their own mind and struggles to continue functioning in the world around them.
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In practice
Example use cases
During a mental health awareness talk, this quote can highlight the importance of understanding mental illness.
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He began to search among the infinite series of impressions which time had laid down, leaf upon leaf, fold upon fold softly, incessantly upon his brain; among scents, sounds; voices, harsh, hollow, sweet; and lights passing, and brooms tapping; and the wash and hush of the sea.
I want to think quietly, calmly, spaciously, never to be interrupted, never to have to rise from my chair, to slip easily from one thing to another, without any sense of hostility, or obstacle. I want to sink deeper and deeper, away from the surface, with its hard separate facts.
I do think all good and evil comes from words. I have to tune myself into a good temper with something musical, and I run to a book as a child to its mother.
London perpetually attracts, stimulates, gives me a play and a story and a poem, without any trouble, save that of moving my legs through the streets... To walk alone through London is the greatest rest.
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