My sense of injustice about our family's 'weirdness' in not owning a car was amplified by the fact that we did not own a television, either - my parents were unapologetic about this and told me very cheerfully that I would thank them for it when I was older, which was quite true.
She is a loner, too bright for the slutty girls and too savage for the bright girls, haunting the edges and corners of the school like a sullen disillusioned ghost
Interpretation
What this quote means
The quote portrays a girl who feels alienated and misunderstood, standing apart from both popular and intellectual peers.
Eleanor Catton's quote reflects the experience of a girl who feels out of place and unable to fit in with others at school. She is characterized as being exceptionally intelligent yet also possessing a fierce nature, which isolates her from both the superficial girls and the more scholarly ones, creating a sense of loneliness and disillusionment. The imagery of her haunting the edges like a ghost emphasizes her emotional and social detachment from her surroundings.
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Example use cases
During a school assembly discussing mental health, this quote could illustrate how some students struggle to find their place.
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