I have need of angels. Enough hell has swallowed me for too many years. But finally understand this--I have burned up one hundred thousand human lives already, from the strength of my pain.
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I myself spent nine years in an insane asylum and I never had the obsession of suicide, but I know that each conversation with a psychiatrist, every morning at the time of his visit, made me want to hang myself, realizing that I would not be able to cut his throat.
Interpretation
What this quote means
The quote reflects on the despair experienced in mental health treatment environments and the struggle between the desire for relief and the oppressive nature of therapy.
Antonin Artaud's quote explores the deeply unsettling experience of undergoing psychiatric treatment. Despite his long stay in an asylum, he emphasizes that it was not his suicidal thoughts but the invasive nature of the conversations with psychiatrists that caused him distress. His statement suggests a profound disconnection in the therapeutic relationship, highlighting a struggle against an oppressive system that can exacerbate feelings of despair rather than alleviate them.
Themes
Mental HealthTherapyDespairPsychiatryOppression
In practice
Example use cases
This quote could be used in a mental health awareness campaign to illustrate the complexities of treatment.
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