I have need of angels. Enough hell has swallowed me for too many years. But finally understand this--I have burned up one hundred thousand human lives already, from the strength of my pain.
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Not once more will/I be found with beings/who swallowed the rail of life//And one day I found myself with beings/who swallowed the nail of life/-as soon as I lost my matrix mamma,//and the being twisted under him,/and god poured me back to her/(the motherfucker).
Interpretation
What this quote means
The quote reflects a desire to escape the mediocrity of existence and return to the nurturing aspects of life.
In this quote, Artaud expresses a profound dissatisfaction with the state of human existence, particularly how some individuals consume life without truly experiencing it. He contrasts the idea of being 'swallowed by the rail of life' with a yearning to return to a more authentic and nurturing existence ('matrix mamma'), highlighting the tension between a harsh reality and the need for deeper connection and understanding.
Themes
LifeExistenceAuthenticityWisdomReturnConnection
In practice
Example use cases
In a philosophical discussion about the meaning of life, this quote could serve to illustrate the struggle for authenticity.
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