A dogmatic belief in objective value is necessary to the very idea of a rule which is not tyranny or an obedience which is not slavery.
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You must picture me alone in that room in Magdalen, night after night, feeling, whenever my mind lifted even for a second from my work, the steady, unrelenting approach of Him whom I so earnestly desired not to meet. That which I greatly feared had at last come upon me. In the Trinity Term of 1929 I gave in, and admitted that God was God, and knelt and prayed: perhaps, that night, the most dejected and reluctant convert in all England.
Interpretation
What this quote means
This quote reflects the struggle of a person confronting their beliefs and fears, leading to an acceptance of faith under duress.
C. S. Lewis describes a deeply personal and tumultuous experience of grappling with his faith. He portrays a poignant image of solitude and internal conflict, where the pressure of his own desires and fears culminates in a reluctant acceptance of God. The moment he kneels to pray signifies not just a change in belief, but an admission of his vulnerability and the profound impact of faith on one's life, highlighting the complexity of belief and resistance.
Themes
FaithStruggleFearBeliefConversionLonelinessVulnerability
In practice
Example use cases
This quote could be used in a discussion about the journey of faith during a religious study group.
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