There is nothing more difficult to outgrow than anxieties that have become useful to us, whether as explanations for a life that never quite finds its true force or direction, or as fuel for ambition, or as a kind of reflexive secular religion that, paradoxically, unites us with others in a shared sense of complete isolation: you feel at home in the world only by never feeling at home in the world.
Interpretation
Our anxieties can provide both comfort and fuel for ambition, yet they also keep us isolated from true connection with the world.
This quote by Christian Wiman reflects on the complex nature of anxiety, suggesting that while it can serve useful purposes—like motivating us and offering explanations for our life’s direction—it also creates a paradox of isolation. The idea that we find a sense of belonging through shared anxiety highlights how personal struggles can connect us to others, yet simultaneously prevent us from feeling truly at home in the world.
In practice
In a motivational speech about overcoming personal struggles, you might use this quote to illustrate how anxieties can drive us yet keep us isolated.
The endless, useless urge to look on life comprehensively, to take a bird's-eye view of ourselves and judge the dimensions of what we have or have not done: this is life as landscape, or life as résumé. But life is incremental, and though a worthwhile life is a gathering together of all that one is, good and bad, successful and not, the paradox is that we can never really see this one thing that all of our increments (and decrements, I suppose) add up to.
I am a Christian because of that moment on the cross when Jesus, drinking the very dregs of human bitterness, cries out, My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me? (I know, I know: he was quoting the Psalms, and who quotes a poem when being tortured? The words aren’t the point. The point is he felt human destitution to its absolute degree; the point is that God is with us, not beyond us, in suffering.)
At some point you have to believe that the inadequacies of the words you use will be transcended by the faith with which you use them. You have to believe that poetry has some reach into reality itself, or you have to go silent.
What we call doubt is often simply dullness of mind and spirit, not the absence of faith at all, but faith latent with the lives we are not quite living, God dormant in the world to which we are not quite giving our best selves.
One of the qualities essential to being good at reading poetry is also one of the qualities essential to being good at life: a capacity for surprise. It’s easy to become so mired in our likes or dislikes that we can no longer recall that person who once responded to poems—and to people—without any preconceived notions of what we wanted them to be.
I don’t believe in “laying to rest” the past. There are wounds we won’t get over. There are things that happen to us that, no matter how hard we try to forget, no matter with what fortitude we face them, what mix of religion and therapy we swallow, what finished and durable forms of art we turn them into, are going to go on happening inside of us for as long as our brains are alive.
The first sign of corruption in a society that is still alive is that the end justifies the means.
Nothing was, nothing will be, everything has reality and presence
A free, virtuous, and enlightened people must know full well the great principles and causes upon which their happiness depends.
How well I have learned that there is no fence to sit on between heaven and hell. There is a deep, wide gulf, a chasm, and in that chasm is no place for any man.
We are all here on earth to help others; what on earth the others are here for I don't know.
Every crime destroys more Edens than our own
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